so i was informed that i needed to update this sucker...so this i for you jilliann! lol! I've had an amazingly filled weekend...with many surprises and new experiences. No worries, nothing bad and i'm still the same person, just a bit more relaxed now! We've got less than a month until we graduate!! MAN...when will the day come?!? I've decided that i want to play tennis...hardcore. After watching the boys play last night...and getting FIRST PLACE by the way, i've made up my mind that i want to play like a maddog now! Can i just join the boys tennis team?! i mean, come on, if i put my mind to it, i could beat those boys. they wouldn't stand a chance!!

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hope ya'll had an amazing spring break! i'm glad to say that we still get these in college...what a blast! i went to DISNEY WORLD over my break...WHOOP WHOOP! i was a bit upset i had to go first, i mean come on, my senior year and i have to go on a family vaca?! but boy was it fun! plus, there were a bunch of lacrosse boys there...and they were a hoot! i got to play too...and i think i found my new fav sport! new jersey boys are adorable!

ya know though...i leave for a week and when i come home...all my friends have changed. ALL of them. i'm in a complete state of shock. within two days i was told a bunch of things that i didn;t want to know and didn't think would happen. i still love them all though...nothing they do can change that.

less than two months to go before i'm out of that craphole called high school.... YIPPY!

ok, so i'll finally update this thing! i'm sure no one reads this anymore, but on the up chance that you do, i guess i'll fill you in on some things. It's been a while since ryan, aaron, and dallin have left...but i'm still not use to life without them constantly around. I think Dallin is going to start hanging around now though...he decided not to go back to college and is staying with his dad here in town. I'm stoked that i've got at least one of them still!

high school is quickly coming to an end....YIPPY!! College is going to ROCK MY SOCKS OFF!!! i'm going to be so overwhelmed, but man o man...i'm ready!

don't be jealous, but i got to hang with the band Seventh Day Slumber...i know what you're thinking...not true right?? Oh but hardly!!they are the best guys ever! So cool and normal! i even got to help load their trailer...along with KJ-52 and Eleventyseven....i know you wish you could have been me, but there is NO ONE like me!!! hahaha!!!

So, i decided that it was time to update.....finally! Christmas was good...ended up raking leaves.....WHO IN THE HECK RAKES LEAVES ON CHRISTMAS!?!?! I thought that you were suppose to go sledding....ha, fooled me!!! Teal and TJ met my family...we made ginderbread houses and played cards....my family loves those guys!!

Seen a couple good movies... Fun with dick and jane and The Family Stone...Great movies, but better company! man, i haven't gone to bed before midnight this entire break yet! i've had the best break ever so far!

New Year's Eve....went to church to help set up things then headed home to watch my little sis and hang out iwth friends. We had a grand ol time hanging by the fire, dancin, shootin each other, and socializing! I was a bit upset that Ryan couldn't come, but he decided to show up 20 after 12 to hang out iwth me, Tj, and Teal until 1....i'm glad that we are important enough to see on the night of the new year!!! I got to do everything i wanted once he got there!! He taught me how to country swing dance!!! Man, i love dancing!!! i learn pretty quick and it's just fun to dance with him! My night was complete!! (doesn't take much to make me happy! lol!!)

that puts us to today....a week before ryan goes back to BYU. i don't know what i'm going to do. grant it, it was weird for a while with him back, but now it seems to be back to normal....whatever that is.....and i'm not ready to let him leave again. oh well, TJ and Teal will still be here!

We had our Christmas concert tonight for all the kids at tree house! They did such a wonderful job! The sung "i'm gettin nothin for christmas, Jingle bells, We wish you a merry christmas...and so many other crazy cool songs! if there wasn't a stabbing tonight, you could have watched them on the news.....but of course, we ONLY show the awful, gorey stuff on the news now....nothing good and cheery. What has our world come to!?!?

It's about the time when all the college grads come home from college.....YIPPY!!! i can't contain how excited i am about this!!! sometimes i think that i don't want them to come back...that i'm happy with how we left things and if they come back, things might not be the same.....i HATE CHANGE. it's just one of those things that cause me so much stress......that and PEANUTBUTTER AND JELLY in the SAME container......WHO EVER THOUGHT OF THAT?!?!? they should be shot that's for sure!

finals are coming up...and the only good thing about them is that it's the marker for SCHOOL BEING OUT!! (for a while at least!) i'm so glad to be getting out of some of my classes....i can only handle some people for very short whiles....and their time is UP!

hope ya'll have a good CHRISTMAS!!!